Dear You,
Masih tidak percaya dengan kenyataan bahwa hariku
diliputi olehmu? Baik kemarin, kini, dan mungkin nanti. Jika tidak percaya, ini
jawabnya. Tolong resapi. Dan jika kamu ingin berubah karena surat ini, aku
tidak perduli. Aku sudah ungkapkan semua. Aku hanya butuh kamu tahu, bahwa rasa
ini sudah bersemayam sejak dulu. Bertahun lalu.
October, 2010
Dear You, I’m broken…
again. It’s used to be my happiest day. But look at me now. Dumped, neglected,
betrayed. It hurts, really hurts. Two stories in a row, both on my birthday. Am I
cursed?
Dear You, where are
you? Don’t you know that I need you now, more than you know. I need you to talk
to, I need you to cheer me up. But who am I to you? I am no one.
Dear You, somehow I feel
that I’m connected to you. I always attached with you. But what are we? Nothing
but two strangers knotted in a friendshipness.
Dear You, why we can
never be…. Why? Is it because we are just friends, really good friends, and we
don’t want to ruin that? But it’s always you. From the very first time, my mind
said it’s you. But I was too afraid to tell.
You always said that
we meant nothing and you have too much respect for our friendship. Damn it! If you
were just give me a chance, I could show you that it could be amazing. I just
want you to take a risk, I just want me to take a risk, and see how good it
would feel.
Dear you, look at me
now. Alone, freezing inside with a warmhearted look a like. I don’t care about
your relationship with her, I always smile for you. I love you and if you have
not seen that by now then you are blind. I never choose you by your looks. It’s
the inside that makes my heart beat at this pace. Somehow you make my life
worth living. But you just don’t realize.
Dear You, maybe this
letter is all I need to put you behind me, but I doubt it though. You will be
in the corner my heart, dear You. Even if it is just as friends, as you want me
to be.
Sincerely me,
The broken Iron Lady
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